baby everytime i dream,
i wish we are one step closer;

posting soooooo early , nth much to write sai .
but bobian nth to do ~.~
loneness overcame me ;
think dear still slpping ba . haiss .
sian , gt a super huge scolding from mama in a few months ;
she say my money too much dun giv me weekly allowance le ~.~
zzz dun feel lik arguing with her , no money jiu no money lo , the most starve to death only -.-

now arguing with gary in msn . lols . friendster more _l_ lahs , msn is okiee . cannot upload photos one . hmph sua le . his pm write ''dote your loves one abit more each day and you will get a smile in return'' lols ! so kajiao him tell me how to dote sai . LOL . say till he speechless ah ;x
wahahas .

& the stupid hse owner come collect rent , zzz i just cant have some quiet time alone uh ? _l_
@%(&)%

hmmm . maybe i nid go MIA-ing again le . oh well .


xiaotears' stead arm . lols so cool ;x

i seek the turth,
not the lies;

today went orchard wif mama to meet her friend ..
until 4++ liddat then i went ps find dear ..
he say his father want him go back soon , but since i at orchard liao so i thought nvm lahs go find him awhile lo ..
saw dear at x-zone .. dunno why he like nt very happy seeing me liddat )): ...
dhen saw kershaw at ddr thr again , so went say hi .. dhen i also saw caocao at thr wif the glasses boy and 2 girls .. hais nvr see him 1 and a half mths le .. so went say hi ba .. dhen i think his stead like glare/stare at me .. make me so paiseh , so went bak watch kershaw play ddr lo .. haiss so sian , so call jk weather he can come down or nt .. dhen he say yea , wait him 1hr lehs .. sian ..
dhen after that jk come , we go star factor lo ..
saw dear at star factor ._.?? tot he say nid go home ...
nvm so i go pat his back ba .. dhen he also like nt happy liddat .. sad ..

after jk pei wo go home , on the way he give me a lecture/scold until i almost cry in the mrt ..
dhen at my block down thr slack awhile ba .
he keep saying deardear bad to me as a stead .. i say no .
he even ask me wheather wan him find a very very chio girl to test dear , but i dunwan ):
he say he would be waiting for me .. hais i no mood to play with him lahs ..
dhen go that time he ask can hug me or nt , he say hug only nt kiss
but, i say i promised dear that i wont do anything he dun like behind his back so i refused .

& dear , im sorry k ? maybe i make you angry today , sorry sorry . forgive me pls TT
you are my one and only love (:

i see you, beside me,
but its only a vision of wad it used to be;

sry fer late posting !! im just toooooooo lazy ;p
but dear wan me post so bobian ): hahas ,

anw didnt slp well last night at sch daydreaming abt dear ((; lols .

siao eh today , gt 3 periods of math . stupid mrs chen take the gel period do math too -.-
zzz but its ok lahs cos only copy ans from the computer nia . nth goes in actually ;x
during pw , free period . LOLS . i love slping on cynn's shoulder ;D so nice shaking somemore . but too noisy cant slp . sad TT
at 12.40pm , guess hu msged me ? suprise sai , jiahua leh . LOLS so rare . i tot is dear after msged me lo TT saddddddddddddd .
yup , skipped farewell party , sure kana by mrs elaine chan again . haiss . went to KAP wif weili, sarah , sandy . lols . suppose to study , but obviously wif weili around thrs no way ;p . dhen that detention girl racheal's bf at cab . (botak ~.~ cos he play rugby) dhen after that , sandy tell her alan (stead to be) to come , she so bad sai , want to ditch kenneath liao ;x (eh sandy , you think carefully can? i think kenneath more shuai lo ._.) oh add on , almost fall down the stairs in KAP again ._. and i gt a new name , blur sotong TT
after go busstop all stupid sandy fault lahs , see wad see acs boy until miss the bus lah . had to wait for the next one for 20mins . waste mye slping time ! then go down, and buy my beloved sweettalk ;D zzz today i tried the stupid honeydew flavor , buy it doesnt blend well wif the stawberry jelly . waste money TT (sandy sponser me $1 !) LOL . go home nvr change then jump on bed and slp ! until 9pm mother wake me up eat dinner . sooooooooooooo hungry , didnt eat anything ytd ;x

Oh, nw toking to deardear on the phone ! ilovehim (x


zilian ;d

guess hu playing MT3

tou pai

;p

even though every relationship comes to an end,
im glad that you appear once in my life;

today seen the stupid prefect FOUR times .
see her realli realli dao mei de you know . i dun wan to admit but its true .
k lahs , thank you fer blessing my bus to cm and mama to go work .
BUT , still ~.~ bad things happen is , i fall down the stairs .
DHEN , realise my friendster kana hack . wtf .
k , after sch , i chiong home and jump on my bed for 2 hours before meeting kuku gary .
cos i wan get bak my psp ._. sry dear ;d
dhen, wake up, found out my friendster kana hack , but mummy rushing me out of the hse .
so on mrt that time tell dear help me change pw ((:
k went bugis , kuku bought one jacket cost $45 ._. (so ex) dhen we went to auntie smth (dunno her name) 's shop dhen dunno why she so nice today ._. gib me one free milo tee-shirt ! wah i love it so cute !~ dhen kuku saw a quite cute shirt but dunwan buy . lols . say cm next time .
dhen we went ps to play MT3 ((: *free* =D sian i say wan control the gear myself dhen he keep helping me control . wtf ._. . zzz nvm . dhen after nid go liao , cos he nid go woodlands meet xiaom; huimin his stead to be (: dhen i say careful ah , ltr you kana molested . LOL .
dhen went shop buy starhub prepaid . *sign* no money le lah ~
dear nw sound sad o.o ?? hmmm but he say nt . ): but he do sound sad lahs . ily ((:
and i gt back my psp le ! FINALLY ~ i miss it o !


;my new tee , quite nice uh ? ;dd

& stupid hacker , if i know hu you are , i'll make sure you go to hospital ((:

i wish your hands will hold me tight,
and bring me towards the future;

almost midnight le ;p
today so happy worhx ! morning see the stupid prefect once nia .
during chinese , stupid alex, sarah , claudia, yijing all bully me sai .
cos teacher is toking abt this ''teenager shld nt tan lian ai. '' (lols , pls lahs . )
dhen she ask us suggestion ofcoarse i say i also nt agree lahs . is lik duh ~
dhen that benben alex look at me and point dhen say you gt stead lorhs . wtf lehs .
dhen i told teacher dunhav , they all bully me one . LOL (laoshi believe ;d i win ! ) dun wan gt into another lecture ;d . bleahs .
gt 4 free periods . LOLS . dhen after that wait fer stupid sandy ;d
dhen wait bus go home bath then go meet dear le .
sian . everytime go home rush like siao one . dhen go outram meet dear ((:
wahs , at first say wearing blue colour dhen end up wearing black colour sai !
dhen we take train together to hougang meet ivan give him money . LOL .
he ask me gt contact derrick bo i say yea i just asked him to go body check ytd . LOL
zzzzz . i miss my fifty dollar . money all fry le )): *someone owe me $110*
dhen went DBG ((: watch dear play MT3 , so pro worhx ;x . then went eat dinner at long john silver ((: silly dear wan let me drink all the lemon tea dhen he himself only eat ice ): aiyouus !
dhen went watch a movie . dun realli know wad it toking abt x_O . oh well , doesnt matter ^^
dhen he pei wo go outrum ;d aiya, went x-zone b4 that , dunno why kershaw nt thr today x_O wan show him my lovely dear mah ! (x
hahas , hope faster finish EOY dhen can go out wif dear again everyday le xDD woots ~

nw toking on the phone wif JK GANGAN . LOLS so long nvr tok le . he tok abt his llovessss and ask me fer stead again seh ;x rejected him 2 mths ago ;x . SORRY , but i love my dear too much le (x . haha ! (manage to make him gib me blessing in the end)

- gary ah , sorry cant pei you buy clothes on sat le ));
& I LOVE MY DEAR 1314 ;d

no phrase to be written,
cos my mind is full of trash nw;

hais no mood sai , today see the stupid prefect once today ...
after sch , went JE wif sandy to meet her bf to study together , dhen i leave first ..
just nw take lift smsing baby and yaojie daddy blurblur go out at 5th lvl .. nid walk 5 lvls staircase sai .
mama went work, leave me alone in this lonely hse again..
suan le go hm on msn , si derrick the gigolo online, saw him msn thr write single so go make him dulan . play wif him awhile dhen in the end he write miss you . zzz sua le normal ending .
just nw qurrel abit wif baby )): hais im such lousy gf always make him sad de ..
hais dun feel lik writing le . byes .



&dear, i really really love you.

i look upon tomorrow,
for you are there waiting for me;

BLOGGING . ~.~
TODAY IS SO FUN . ofcoarse the previous part was TERRIBLE .
kana scolded by mrs lee alllllllllllll the way during PE . end up my leg bleeding . wtf lahx .
hais , see that stupid perfect 4 times today . everytime see her also no luck one .
haisss . no mood in sch , after sch went KAP .
then the fun things came ;d
wahahhahs ! pei yijing go KAP *study* LOLS .
dhen weizong called , dhen i throw the phon to sandy . Dhen she act my bf ask him SHOO . LOLS . he really believe lehs ! he ask why my voice liddat one dhen sandy say gt she gt soarthroat. SO DAMN FUNNY LAHS . we laughing till the whole KAP look at us lo .
thanks sandy baobei ;d i realli appreciates ur help and ur thick skinness ;d
but the sad news is .. he still continue at night ~.~ WTF LAHS . this kind of ppl no face one ~.~

dhen sandy say gt this guy shuai sai , dhen me and yijing ask her go hav the new fashion way of jioing and say '' hello, may i hav ur email pls ? '' LOL . dhen after tat we change idea, ask her go take the coke dhen walk past the table and pour it on him , dhen look deeply into his eyes and say, '' oh my god ! im soooooooo sorry . can i hav ur number pls ? i will help u wash and return you . '' LOLS dhen we offer her 20 bucks . ;x alot ok, 4 hrs of my working ! hahas . dhen she say dunwan , if only ask handphone dhen she go . LOLS . ask handphon no nia bo fun sai ;x oh well too bad ~ its nt everyday 20 bucks drop from the sky . wahaha ;x

Dhen me and yijing act evil tell sandy pei one Population density so to *help* her .
giv her 2 minutes to rmb , if you cant rmb , you are list STUPID . LOL .
and i will hav a bond wif you , if you cant pei in 2 minutes you will buy us a large fries , but if you cannot pei correctly dhen we will giv you another chance , dhen if still cannot , you will treat us the whole meal . LOLS . ;x
dhen sandy gt ONE word wrong . LOL dhen we make her buy large fries .
SHE REALLI GO BUY LEH . wahseh . LOL .
dhen ask her sponser me and yijing 50cents go buy ice cream .
the stupid sundae lahx , after eating stomach ache sai ! dhen sandy wan walk me hm ;x
i say no nid . LOL . siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

at night went poker wif karen , junping , glend they all . LOLS . i only lost 2 times leh .
must b dear giv me luck ! hahahs xD dhen went sweettalk buy my loves (x
just cant slp without drinking one everyday . LOL

& 230907; 7.52pm , I LOVE YOU AND MY ONLY LOVES ;d

no matter wad happen,
you still hold a place in my heart forever;

some pics i've took recently ((;

sorry for nt posting awhile x))
hahahs ! & ihave stop MIAING (: great ;d
hmm nt much happen this few days , just went eat seafood wif mama ytd and went JE today for fun ;x . hahas .
& just get to know a person in FRIENDSTER (: he is quite nice ;d
cant believe first day know already lik so close liddat ;d
and he promise to clone me one MT3 card ! hahas cant wait ;x
his one and only clone card to ASHLEY (: (so honour ;d)
hahas . meeting him on wed . he pei me go hougang return money to ivan ! ;d FINALLY ~
hahas . this makes me wan break wif ahhfan even more ;x (im a terrible person)
hmmmmmmmm . & the stupid weizong still haven get tired of fan-ing me .
oh well, just have to wait uh (:

-cant wait fer wed !
& thanks ken(technokidd) fer sending me all the lovely technos !
(do leave me a tag ;d)

for the stupidness i've made,
i'll pay it instandly wif all my heart;

as promise for WEILI . i posted ! ;dd hahahs .
anw today was home econ exam day ! aiyouus ~ gt 2 fire in my class . hahas so funny .
BUT WEILI IS A STUPIDDDDDDDDDDD ASSHOLE TODAY . SHE SIBEI DOMEI SAI .
at first in the canteen, she accidently pushed ranchel's bag onto the floor .
LOL . then all the rose syrup spilled . diao ;x
dhen went bugis shopping wif her . walk till mye leg all suan . haix
DHEN BECAUSE OF STUPID WEILI WHO WANTED TO GO UP THE 2ND LVL AGAIN TO SEE HER JACKET .
dhen you know hu i saw ? you cant fucking believe this .
MY VERY OWN BAOBEI BOYFRIEND AND HIS FRIENDS ! DIAOOO . (he didnt see me)
dhen i went hide ~.~ thinking wheather say hi or nt but dhen when i walk that road again he went inside the shop -.....- so i just walk past and go . after msg him i saw you ~.~
this is PATHETIC . wtf lahx . i so scare for wad ~.~
my own baobei lehx ! TT im disappointed in you ashley ~~
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

so from that sec onwards , my happy mood of 90% drop all the way to 1% ..
haiSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

&maybe ltr going chiong MT3 wif sandy. hahas .

loving is nt abt how to forget,

but how to forgive;

Rofl ! blogging again ((: hahahs , cos the new blog too empty ;x
wahhaas ! anw just nw went grocery shopping wif sandy ! ;d
sooooooooo happy ~ ^^ hahahas grocery shopping super fun sai xP
but spend alot of money lahx .. $40++ cos see gd things the buy already ;x

hmmmmmmmmmm, ltr going slp ba ;d
this few days so sian . & a certain person make me superrrrrrrr irratated . haixx dun say le .
1 hr 15 calls ++ ~.~

& i found something quite nice from absolute steven's profile ! ;d
if see dun mind i post here uh ((:

Guys drinks to forget about the girl...
Girls drinks to think back about that guy..

When guys are in love, they become poorer
But when girls are in love, they become prettier

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..

Guys care most about the quantity of love...
But girls care most about the quality of love..

Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man...

Guys feels curious towards all girls...
Girls feel curious towards the guys who are Interested in her..

When guys are heartbroken,they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls...
When girls are heartbroken,they try to find his Characteristics from other guys...

Guys wishes to be her first love....
And girls wishes to be his last love...


yup thats all ~
&i want my life to be more colourful ^^

losing the precious thing,
and the sadness dries my heart;

SORRY ALL FOR MAFAN-ING YOO TO RELINK
will continue to MIA-
takecares ;;