.Monday, March 3, 2008 ♥
RE:
Hi everyone (:
i just patched with him ytd (:
but doesnt mean i wont kill this blog .
haha , sorry my faithful readers .
爱ASHLEY♥
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.Saturday, March 1, 2008 ♥
RE:
Im sorry everyone , this will be my last post .
i wont be deleting this blog , it will turns into my memories and smth to remind myself abt .
and i wont be creating any more blogs , please dun bother finding .
i deleted his blog , i realise i have been so selfish recently ,
i know he doesnt like to blog yet i sort of force him to .
im sorry }:
and we broke off , i didnt want it this way
all i know what to do is cry and cry .. i had been crying for 3hrs already ;
i didnt want anyone to know that im so weak ,
i didnt want to rmb all the things .. i really want to die ):
i am scared , cos from today onwards , im on myself again ;
i wont ask anyone for help anymore , i must learn to rely on myself .
i believe i could do it .
i miss him so much }: if he asked to give him another chance or patch wif him ,
i would had agreed immediately }:
but i know that he wont ; he is nt that type like zon and derrick }:
i felt so sad to lose someone , maybe This Is Fate
today is 1st March / 30th Feb .
there's no 30th this mth , thats why its fate . that we cant be tgt .
he told me before that he felt distance from me ,
i refused to believe it , i tot if i put in more time and effort in this r/s ,
we could have last longer .. i dunwan to face this cruel turth .
i didnt expect it is this fast too .. i tot at least until june .
nvm . i will overcome this .
im contented the happiness and love you gave me for the past 30days ;
thank you so much .
In school , ppl had been saying that i always change bf ..
i want a long lasting one too , but maybe it wasnt for ppl like me }:
i promise i wont std anymore for the time being , sorry all .
爱ASHLEY♥
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