愛你是我唯一生存的理由

im lvl 63 . stuck , because marmie come back singapore le . lols .
sian bod0h .

school is really starting to get terrible >:(
i just want a peaceful live ._. but unfortunely , things doesnt go the way you want to ):
yesh , today is a ''GREAT'' day .

EARLY in the morning , ms Tan called me out for a little talk (:
its about me and my ''illness'' because i didnt go to school for 3 days last week .
Lols , i just told her that my menses cramps are really really bad ,
which is true .
because my cramps are really bad .
and ofcoarse she didnt supect that one .
but she told me im Not cropping well , for Chem & A-Math .

Oh well , i know im nt cropping well , because i didnt do her homeworks -.-
and i add-ons my plan for A-maths .
she said i cannot drop until the end of the year ): signs . nid to suffer another pretty year .


my morning call is LATE again .
SO , im late for the bus , and i didnt wear my PE attire !
GREAT ! no choice , write another letter abt menses cramp -.-
and have another little talk with Mrs Chen . WOW ?
she say , so are u quitting swimming or not .
Oh my god , i look like a stupid girl just nodding my head for okays .


her ''deal'' is RIDICULOUS !
she say if i dont improve for my next test , and i cannot quit swimming .........
im pointing middle finger to her (inside my brian)
outside i nod my head though .......
And chionging homework again , and then found out i lost my ss workbook , dead tmr .


My School life is SO not peacful ._. ha-ha .



And sandy have start to msg zon & jiahua .
Oh well , i didnt say anything abt her achieve-ness .
but seriously DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP inside im not that satisfied . Somehow .
Jiahua think we have silent break-ed .
i did not like this , so im going talk to him in msn tonight .
i will give him the choice to break up , & i decided to try help sandy , so maybe jiahua will stead wif her instead .
By using Zon's method . Just like how he push me to jiantat .

My Ex-Boyfriend & My Best-Friend . Perfect Match ??????????


Not sure . i want to use Zon's method and see what jiahua will do .
Will they really stead tgt ? O.o

All of you might ask me why am i doing this ,
i can always snatch back jiahua , there's still time . i know i have the potential and skills =x
but , what for .
We tried to be together 2 times , i tried my best , and yet .
we cannot even last more thn 10days ?
if this is so , i rather give up , maybe its better this way .


For Zon , seriously , saying im over him already is a lie .
everytime i realised he have a new love , i will smile at myself . For he had find someone better .
i think if sandy and zon stead , i will stay at home and cry ._.
but i would send them my regards ofcoarse .

stupid me .
and they are going out on sat , hope they have fun (: