all those facts ,

i dont wish to know .

im back to square 1 . -.- GREATS .
today is NOT good . i see elan soh ! and THEN wah god really helping me lehs , the stupid teacher actually cannot come today , LOL .


at first i was so happy ... cos going his hse play play today (:
then we went the 2 people sauna ~ 45 mins nia . so short liddat !
then went ps eat dinner . fcuk the uniform . the skirt super long . sian .
and cannot go inside the arcade . he standard one lahs , go inside mt3 -.-
make me wait outside ..... zzzzzzzz . i took his name tag and mt3 card btw .


then so he ply play i say go home first , ltr mother scold ah .
that time he still ok de . like say message me ah and i go home call u all this , and ask me go out next time all this .
on the mrt also , but dunno why after i reach home . he totally change into a different person ):
so sad . then he ask one girl cor me , say she is zon's stead .
hais . now then i find out he had been timing me for 4 whole mths ._.
although i do suspect before , but like i say , all those facts , i dont wish to know .


anw i cha wif the girl , fcuk that zon always lie . anw we tok tok then comfort eachother ,
then we become frens then she break wif him too ;x
maybe it was part of his plan , but i doesnt matter uh ?
although i still think there is a reason that zon break wif me . (he said there are one too)
he say i will know soon .. hais .


anw we became good friends ! orh i took one shirt from his house . it smell damn nice !
i had been hugging it everywhr and sniffing it ;x
surprise im nt too sad this time , just have headaches .
btw i eaten alot of pills , so god plsplsplspls dun let me ******** ah T.T
(i gt a feeling i wont) :D


AND nw his bestfriend want jio me .. wtf . then zon say give him 1 chance lahs .
walou eh , haven std yet ask for sex le . wtf -.- nt acceptable . and i do look for shuaiges ;x
LOLS . hmmm . btw the chem teacher say my eye is nice :D so happy !