loving you ,
is the biggest mistake i've made .

i finally break wif him le ..
i cant believe i can say that , my hands are shaking all the way .
and i blocked him already :D to stop myself from xinruan . alvin tell me to delete him oh O.o
but i still believe we can be gd frens :D
my feelings now are , between happiness and emptiness . Dunno how to say .
i felt more relax after the break , but in the other hand , there are something else besides that .
he said he nw dun like that girl le , it wont happen again , to give him chance .
i hesitated , but i know the result going to be same .
i realised what is my place in his heart ,
in the end i choose to break wif him . i gave him 2 chances , maybe we arent meant to be together [: i really believe that he can find a better one .

thanks fren for comforting and advising me , i ok liao , thankyou all <3
sorry boy , no more chance given . paid for the things you did .

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