to be there for the special someone,
is a pleasure .

okie , went to nicola meii after sch ((: hahas . didnt do much thing lahs , chit chat abit only .
today going after school that time dear's fren who act as dear msg-ed mie .
it is quite stupid actually quite lame actually , cos the very first msg he send i already know it is not him already . lols , wan play play dhen play wib him lo ;d .
reasons why i think it is nt him :
1) his first msg is hello xD .
-dear wont msg hello '' xD '' ~.~
2) his 2nd msg wrote dear, wan go mt3 wif me this sat ? why nvr go mye hse ?
-lols ? suddenly ask so many ques when its quite irrelevant .
3) his way of writing .
-his question marks are '' ?? '' , dear's question marks are ''.?''
4) when i asked him why suddenly change no.
- he say dad con phon card . any kuku parents wont con phon card and dun con phone .
5) when i say i going cine .
- he say wa exam le still go out . lols knowing dear he wont say that . ~.~
6) he ask mie say add his fren in friendster and msn .
- any normal bf wont ask their gf to add their frens email .

p.s. so dun think i am kuku , i have common sense and physiological . lols x3
then in the end , he finally tell me sorry sorry is zon tell me to lie to you and wan me to sad o.o??
lol ? suddenly abit shock and disappointed . somemore he say he tell me because he cant stand zon liddat to me, dhen still say what replacement . lols, omg i lan until nid people help me find a replacement ?
dunno weather to believe him or nt .
dhen i quite angry dhen go msg and scold dear abit .
but then he say he really love me and trust him . hais .
dhen his fren ask me for email . lols ? at that moment , to me , it is despo-ness .
in the end , decided to trust dear ba . i really love him (:

today in sch make 1 bond wif cynn , and 1 bond with amanda, weili, yijing, daphy . the bond wif cynn is realli wad lahs , is to stay until my O lvl x_x . aiyaa , know that sure lose lahs , nid pay her $2.50 . knowing sure lose still sign ._. , buy myself a wish that will never come true ba . lols ;x i am pathetic .

TRUST , its a simple and complicated word . lols .
sometimes , it is really good to just trust urself .
saw a fren today, just ditched her bf just because she FEEL like ditching .
wtf lahs , the boy damn good to her one norhs , really scacifice things for her .
and nt buy saying it , but actually show by actions . lols .
nowadays so hard so hard to find such good bf , and she just ditch LIKE THAT .
pity pity pity .

want to trust him so deeply , but scare in the end up lik him again . fucker who break every single one of his promises . hais , shldnt say abt the past anymore ((: must forget forget !

nw im at mac wif sandy and her bf xDDD hahahas ! im really scare of EOY ~ TT .
& im losing my voice TT .........

yup takecares everyone (: